bumpy road

Hello all. Ross all though it is of no help to you it is refreshing to hear that life sucks when your 18. I dont think it matters who you are that transition time from teen to adult is about as though as it gets. There seems to be no light some days but I promise that it dose get better. I may not be an expert on women, you know only being one, but my only advise to you is to live your life, do exactly and only what you want. If its ment to be it will work, but the most important thing is that when you look back in 5 or 25 years you have no regrets, you enjoyed every stage of life and can find something to smile about. I get the whole car thing. I spent so many hours in my truck, just driving, or parked thinking and crying, or out 4x4ing and having fun. But with that fun comes responsibility and expenses. lots and lots of expenses. I spent to much of my teen years working so that I could afford to have my truck that I missed out on a lot of other teenage stuff. It sure is cool to have so many differnt people to turn to, I think our family is awsome. Thanks jen for the encouraging words about kids. I forgot how much I dont enjoy babies. They dont do anything! They just lay there and cry and eat and sleep. It is hard trying to find time for both of them. Mom you are a saint I dont know how you ever did it. Please tell me your secrets. Things arnt going to bad. Besides the lack of sleep. I am really looking forward to when they are older and we get to do cool family things like camping and waterslides and tobaggining, and letting my daughters teach me how to spell. I really thing we need to do a whole family weekend this summer. It would be really cool to see you all. Oh by the way geoff nice story. That must have really sucked. Souns like you guys made the best of it. All tough with every second word being fuck or shit I'm not sure I fully understood half of it but it was interesting just the same.Well I gota go I'm baking muffins, ha I am supper mom, well not even close all I did was add water but I'm baking just the same. Hope you are all doing great,and if not than make the best out of a shity situation. Love lots Ashley